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Strange Machines EP

by Jessica Grace

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1.
Bad 02:37
Is it just me That wakes up with that nondescript feeling? Is this my house? Is that the way it goes? Was it me that made it bad? Was it me that made it bad? 'Cause I keep blaming you But that can't be true There's a war In that Belly I feel every Every stomach acid fighting every food particle Was it me that made it bad? Was it me that made it bad? 'Cause I keep blaming you But that can't be true Run out of money I blame you Car broke down I blame you Got arrested, blamed you Third World War I'm gonn' blame you Was it me that made it bad? Was it me that made it bad? 'Cause I keep blaming you But that can't be true
2.
Following the girl The one who mismatches all her clothes But looks good And knows it The one you want to Catch up and say You're beautiful more beautiful than me Without making it sound gay Or stupid Creating the whole conversation in my head: "Hello I admire beauty in someone so young And I like you're shoes And we're sparse as it is But I know I look like shit But I could beat you with More money and sleep And a trip to London Maybe I could beat you today But I don't have the confidence of my convictions And you do today And I can tell So ignore that pretty lady Walk on to obscurity Walk on to obscurity Hopefully" She does glance at me As she walks across the road Maybe it was because she didn't wanna get run over But I'd like to think it was because we were both a 'ten' But I haven't washed my hair in three days And I can sometimes look like a horse So ignore that pretty lady Walk on to obscurity Walk on to obscurity Hopefully Give me your life Even though it's probably ten times worse than mine
3.
How could it be You barked up my tree How could I fall Without a cause Or nothing to fall off You break both my legs you know When I am riddled with compliments My heart won't take them all You are the gatekeeper The gate's always closed Mother you're mine Father you still have to fight Mother you're still right We'll leave it like this On this blustery night
4.
No-one knows what it's like to be me Except everybody Involuntary invisibility You know how to fall You walk down the hall And into this great big sea of faces They cover you up With their tears and their songs and their bust-ups But they're making it up just to piss you off Quiet, child, you're making me ill I don't want to be ill on a Saturday night It's not right, child, you hanging 'round still After 24 years My abuse should have killed you and I Prefer me away? Well fuck you and fuck them I'm starting again I'm starting again If you want me to stay the same You're loving again But you're you're also ashamed You know how to laugh at somebody's past When they're still fucked up and useless Settle it down' Miss Imperial Life's just a serial joke but The money's run out And speaking of cereal That's my lunch My mouth is shooting off still I don't want to be still on a Saturday night But it's my life you're ruining still And I'm glad I was thrown at my father like weapon of war When the nurses came in and they judged he set them straight And said you don't know what it's like to be me To be me Me Me They're lunching away Well fuck you and fuck them I'm starting again I'm starting again If you want me to stay the same You're nothing again Very ashamed No-one knows what it's like to be me Except everybody
5.
Mucky 02:02
Everything Sticks to your skin When you feel mucky From within Hold me down Baby Shake me around One who made me I’ve been screwing around Lately In my sleep I think I I’ve Been addicted to dirt For a long time For a long time Until the one who Epitomised it Made me £260 Less in pocket Everything Sticks to your skin When you feel mucky From within Hold me down Baby Shake me around One who made me I’ve been screwing around Lately In my sleep Just to keep you happy
6.
This song’s so simple, like you Easy to do Easy, you fool No one’s banking on feeling the consequences Everyone shares Makes me feel like I need to be abusive Make me wait, make me wet, make me want to wash my face You’re a dirty bastard, mate Make no mistake And the vultures that wait at the door Have been there before They’re trying to get there again Make sure you know They’re not your friends I really did miss you, my sentiment’s true Should have got myself more to do And you should have too You have ways, you have days of purified kindness But this testosterone blindness Makes me delve into shyness and that’s not me You are dead from the waist up and it really hurts I didn’t know it first It’s okay, you still have the other girls Those vultures that wait at the door They’ve been dead before They’re trying to breathe again Make sure you know they’re not your friends Surprisingly enough, though I feel for your girl But that’s her world And your bathroom towel But fuck’s sake, to make me feel like a whore When you opened the door ‘Round the corner from her She who deserves more And the vultures that wait at the door Have been dead before They’re trying to breathe again Make sure you know they’re not your friends And I’m sorry I got you so wrong And you appreciate what I’ve done But you got me so wrong too You can’t fuck me so fuck you
7.
Not My Hell 02:58
Mr, Mr stop picking on me 'Cos my car you see's not got a brake light Just look in my mirror at me You will see that we only have one life I have three but that's not surprising And it's nothing that I would admit to If only you knew If only you knew I'm not sure if I'm singing for you Or I'm singing for my education I just know that the shadows aren't there Despite Zoe's misinformation Daddy daddy please stand beside me To fight off this demon dimension If it isn't you If it isn't you If only you knew If only you knew Now I don't understand You stupid, stupid man I'm tired and angry Just because you have rules to adhere to But my god what have I said I cannot control my breath Making sense out of nonsense Who is your counsellor? Don't wallow Don't dwell It's not my hell God Make me feel like I'm tired and strung out No wait You already did that Make me feel like I'm not a whole person No wait You already did that Make me rude and abusive But shy When I want to be rude and abusive It's all on backwards Eyes out of my arse Sideways and frontways and backwards If it isn't you If it isn't you
8.
Ginger’s face Stuck to the roof my mouth But I am ruthless, I am ruthless His hands Touch all lengths of my mind But I am ruthless, I am ruthless His eyes make me... Smile to myself But I am ruthless, I am ruthless Must’ve been hot in there For I am spark-less You gotta believe me Surely not…? I would know I don’t know But if you’re high you drop You wouldn’t let me go Those hands would hold the deepest ocean in my chart Housewives’ favourite, I wanna Get that bitch out of your room She’s nice on her own Mr. Professional I wanna rip those trousers off you Just show me you want me to Surely not…?... Those facets are confusing me I want it straight, I can take it I know I have to ask first I did not blink in spite of you I blinked to stop me staring at it Do you know who you are now? What’s my use? It’s all in my head There’s no love there yet but Must be the light ‘Cause I made you nervous, honey And I refuse to ignore what’s in My Chart Surely not…?
9.
Cheese 02:32
I sat down for two hours today, not able to move, not able to say ‘I miss you’ Until 3pm, when I did the ironing And cast my mind back to Friday And my counsellor’s face She said ‘it must have been hard for you to say this’ I said ‘no, not really, it flows through me like water, in fact, I saw him today’ I saw him today But she cut me off, let me out, now I’m here with this stupid question So here goes Why is it when I wash a teatowell in fresh soap, fresh water, fresh softener That it smells like cheese Is nothing in this house clean? I know it sounds silly but I need an answer Now Do I sound kooky, interesting or strange? Oh, strange Alone Today I can’t sing But no-one’s listening Why is it when I wash a teatowell in fresh soap, fresh water, fresh softener That it smells like cheese Is nothing in this house clean? I know it sounds silly but I need an answer
10.
Balloons 03:58
Balloons It won’t be long now, baby ‘Fore your next life, your reticence It won’t take long now, darlin’ ‘Fore you get one that’s fulfilling But I don’t know, lovely What you believe in God, I hope this is it I got my sister in on it It’s the first time, beauty I’ve been stuck for something to say I know how the hurt feels If I times mine by ten or twenty But I wish you’d believe me When I say it will go away He will go away But now you can’t cope ‘Less he stays Now girl, you keep on believing That he is the bestest man If it makes it okay now To live and to understand But I wish you could give Yourself credit To make up for what he He doesn’t give you Or at least believe me When I say you are beautiful You are beautiful You are Yes you are On the way home were balloons I wanted to phone you But we are strange machines See… I remember things Baby, don’t go mad For men who think they’re gods You were brought up subservient Somewhere in there it makes sense So use your intelligence And your sexuality Doesn’t make you dirty Doesn’t make you a liar Doesn’t make you me Doesn’t make you unworthy
11.
Black is the colour of my true love's hair Her lips are like some roses fair She's the sweetest smile And the gentlest hands I love the ground Whereon she stands I love my love and well she knows I love the ground whereon she goes I wish the day it soon would come When she & I could be as one Black is the colour of my true love's hair Her lips are like some roses fair She's the sweetest smile And the gentlest hands I love the ground Whereon she stands I go to the Clyde I mourn and weep For satisfied, I ne'er can/shall be I write her a letter just a few short lines I suffer death a thousand times Black is the colour of my true love's hair Her lips are like some roses fair She's the sweetest smile And the gentlest hands I love the ground Whereon she stands I love the ground Whereon she stands

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released January 1, 2006

Tracks 1-6 recorded with Kate & friends at Denbigh Studios, Derbyshire in 2003
Tracks 7, 9 & 10 recorded with Mark Stevens at Garden Studios, 2005
Track 11 recorded by Jamie McDonald, 2006
All tracks written and performed by Jessica Grace Everitt © 2005/2006 except Track 11 which is Traditional

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Jessica Grace Oxford, UK

Raised by wolves in the heart of England, Sniff Sniff used her experience in the wilderness to hunt for nuts and berries. At that point she founded Jessica Grace, using excess berries to fuel the upload of the songs and wolf spit to power her laptop.

Her more recent work is a mixture of synth pop, acoustic lyrical folk, alternative and indie-ish.
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